YOU WORK/LIVED AS IF YOU’LL DIE TOMORROW AND LEARN AS IF YOU’LL LIVE FOREVER. BELIEVE THAT IN THE END EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY, AND IF IT’S NOT, IT’S NOT THE END
Who am I? What am I doing? Where are we going? What is our final destination? Alas, I think...I think I found the answer for these questions. Maybe… I hope.
There are two things that I discover about myself for this past month…One, is that I am a greedy person.
Human are greedy. We are never satisfied with one thing. I guess that what make us and the angel different. We are dynamic. We kept on expanding and speeding ahead, at least some of us are (others choose to escape the real world and ran away, huh, pointless). We‘re not satisfied with perfection. We want more… and more.
Telephone + calculator+ alarm clock+mp3 + radio+ camera+ video camera+ GPS+ internet+ small computer+ notebook… the list is endless…
So, what do we do? Keep on making things of course, keep on satisfying our need of not being satisfied…
BUT, DON’T YOU GET IT? WE WILL NEVER BE SATISFIED.
No matter how many things you create, you discover, you find, you look for, you will end up doing them AGAIN AND AGAIN… and there will be other people making more new things… And at one point you’ll find a dead end… You will feel tired.
Tell me, if men are capable of making something to anything… what is the capability of The Creator of YOU?! Who makes absolutely nothing into EVERYTHING?
I learn that, if you really want something, and be completely satisfied with it… why not go the source itself? Am I making any sense?
(Note to self: Find out how to make more sense of yourself…because, truly sometimes you make no sense to yourself).
Today, I am greedy with love… I find out that the love of humankind is limited. You’ll get it only if he or she is available for you, in which being human who will die, need sleep, need to go to work and do what they need to do to survive, shows how limited their love is. Boyfriend/Girlfriend, what can they REALLY give you? YOU’LL BE DISAPPOINTED.
Me? I want His love, My Creator’s Love…
